*Pulls hair out... picks up pen*

I'll get to the rest of it later. Right now I'm annoyed at a YouTube user named BiteHunter. BiteHunter and I met about 6 months ago through YouTube, and he was impressed with my videos and fell in love with me. I was flattered. However, he wanted me to love him back. Yes, a him. Unfortuantely for him, I'm not exactly gay (though I have my exceptions), and I'm for sure as hell not gay for him.

He is a Christian obsessed with sex and gayness, and also has a paranoid persecution complex. My opinion, yes. But I basically state it as fact because I doubt anyone who has seen our interactions would disagree. What partially disappoints me about my reaction to him is that I have not kept in continual contact, and I have had an intolerance for him irrationality. It disappoints me because, for a long time, I've wanted to delve into the Christian psyche and understand how the hell it works. And here was a prime example for me, and I wasn't ready for him at the moment; I had some other things I needed to deal with, such as getting a sustainable income so I would feel like I was leeching off of others.

Mostly, I think why I cannot tolerate him, is that he makes absolutely no admission that he might be wrong about his assuming that I'm gay, and brings it up whenever I make hints at it. I made a video, "My Friend Pete" where I satirized Christianity. It was also to, partially, make fun of BiteHunter's assumption that I was gay. Unfortunately, BiteHunter saw that video as proof that I was gay and that I was finally showing my true colors.
*headache* So, I'm kind of pissed off in general right now.

I'm also wondering what it becoming more public might do. I recall that one time that it happened with a man named Stefan... that was a fucking mess.

I don't feel exactly introspective right now, which isn't so great for blogging. Mostly, I'm blogging because I don't think my blog should be restricted to only certain types of writing and thoughts from me. I figure, if it's going to be diary-ish, I might as well write the type of stuff I'd write in a diary.